Forever and Always?

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?

'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything

'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always I don't think so yeah

So, what happened to forever and always? *blinks*

Dear sis. Dear BFF.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

I will miss you guys. As our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever. The distance may vary. The time spend together may vary but our friendship shall never die.

God bless you.

Okay, just a quick post. Today is someone's birthday..
*drumrolls*............ DAVID ARCHULETA'S BIRTHDAY.

Yo David, you're officially 19. Congrats. I am so trilled!!!! Hahaaaaa, have faith in everything you do. There are ups and downs in life, most importantly, you must never give up.

" The best thing you can do to set yourself apart is just be yourself. If you're fake, you know people find out who you are later, it's like "Well that's not who we thought you were." Being yourself is where you feel most comfortable and people get, you know, they feel that connection the best. That's the best way to go. You always have to be yourself."

-David Archuleta

I heart you and hope that you'll be successful in life. May 2010 be a blessed and wonderful year. Hope that you'll come to Malaysia soon :) God bless you abundantly.

I'm your biggest fan xoxo.

Here I am, blogging.

I did it. I finally did it. I typed blogger.com and logged in! Oh yeah, applause please! And I clicked NEW POST. I am blogging. I am blogging and I don't know a single word I wrote. Well, ignore my grammar, it sucks. SOME PEOPLE complaint that I haven't been updating my blog. So, I am saying hi to YOU. I am lacking of inspiration. If you have some, zap me please. Anyway I'm currently obsessed with quotes from movies and cartoons. Don'tcha think they're awesome?

"Hey, I'm not afraid any more! I said I'm not afraid any more! Do you hear me? I'm not afraid any more." -Kevin McMallister, Home Alone

"I am a Bear of Very Little Brain, and long words bother me." -Winne The Pooh.

"Death is peaceful - easy. Life is harder." -Isabella Swan, Twilight.

"Sometimes, it's the boring stuff I remember most." -Russell, Up.

Elizabeth James: Here's to... here's to you. May your life be far less complicated than mine.
Meredith Blake: Why thank you.

-The Parent Trap.

"We weren't supposed to have a winning season, but we do. We weren't supposed to advance to the playoffs, but we did. We're not supposed to be here, but we are." -Grant Taylor, Facing The Giants.

Jamie Bartlett: [typing] Connor, don't you hate me too?
Connor Kennedy: [typing] No, I hate what you've become.
Jamie Bartlett: [typing] Me too.

-Read It and Weep.

Eish eish gotta go. Will blog more. Well, hopefully.

YUCK!

It's WORSE than Happy Tree Friends.

It's SCARIER than those trilling rides in theme parks.

It's much more HORRIFYING than the worst horror movie on earth.

It's the most FRIGHTFUL thing I've ever seen in my life.

It's the worst NIGHTMARE.

It's SICKENING. It's DISGUSTING.

It makes you wanna VOMIT.

Some scenes and pictures can never be erased. Some just stay with you and will remain as MEMORY. No matter how hard you tried, it can never be gone.

And I vowed to myself that I will NEVER be a surgeon when I grow up.

The End Full Stop.

You Are The Music In Me.

I spent my whole day in the library. Well, almost the whole day.
We turned on the stereo out loud, so loud that seniors complaint xP

Well, we did stock-checking, so exhausted, you know, being in a room for a few hours is kinda torturing. When I was so fed up and tired, one song saved the day.

"Saw you from a distance, saw you from the stage, something about that look in your eye......."
(Touch My Hand)

Omigosh, it's David! Haha, we began to singalong then started getting up, then started dancing. Owh, it feels so cool. We danced and danced a lot. From Touch My Hand to Boom Boom Pow to I'm Yours to Love Story. Muahaha, dancing like mad. I even heard Zero Gravity today! Awww :) After clearing up everything, we sat down on the floor and played random games like Scissors-Papper-Stone.

Carmen suddenly thought of telling us a ghost story. All of us started to shut up and listen.. So she started her story.
"There was once a school..." Wait. Wait. Wait. I went and switch off the lights for better effect. Owh.. It's so creepy there. "Okay, continue your story." I sat back and listen. Everyone was holding everyone's hand tightly. "STOP!! I can't focus with that Mariah Carey song going on." The song Obsessed was playing, how are we suppose to listen to that story?

"Why you so obsess with me... blahblahblahblah..."

Once again, I stood up and off the radio. Now it's really creepy. No music. No lights. Just us and the fan rotating. We kept really quiet and listened attentively to every single word she said. Oh Carmen, can't you talk a bit faster? You just kept us waiting and waiting. Our hearts are beating like mad. So she said,
"There's this library, in a school.."
"Then? Then? Then?"
"The library has 2 doors.."
"Then? Then? Then?"
" There's this boy.."
"Omigosh, a boy? Is he hot?"
"Oh, shut up Michelle!"
"He opened the library door.."
"Then? Then? Then?"
"He tried to open the door.."
"Then? Then? Then?"
"He opened the door.. then, OH NO!"
"WHAT?!"
* Carmen looks at her watch*
"Sorry, it's 1.50pm. School's over, I got to go."
*Rushes out and left the library*

Sweatness!!! =.=

World Of Our Own

We went to Genting yesterday.

I don't know what's wrong with my stomach, it's freaking me out. The whole time, it hurts. Having gastric, I guess. I ate a lot and a lot and a lot. Well, of course I had breakfast at home, then I ate some biscuits on the bus, then HoneyStars from Moon Moon, then McDonald.. and I still don't feel full. In fact, the pain is getting worse. By the way, it's only 9 o'clock in the morning. URGH! Later I took my lunch, it's buffet style. I took quite a lot but still, my stomach doesn't feel full. I felt like vomiting! Vivien warned me not to eat too much because we're going to the theme park but...... my stomach feels EMPTY! Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! It hurts a lot! When we reached the park, I really felt like vomitting, don't even feel like having any rides. They were so keen to go for Flying Coaster. I just tagged along loh, praying that I will not vomit. And guess what? After the ride, poof, my pain is gone. Hahahaha. Amazing huh? Lalala, but later my pain came back. I can't stand it anymore I ate a bar of chocolate and a whatcha call that.. herbal egg. STILL HUNGRY!!! What's wrong lah? After that, I ate KFC wedges. (Still not full)

The thing that really gets on my nerve is the go-kart ride. I queued up for like, 30 minutes. Waiting with anticipation, then that lady told me that my height doesn't satisfy the height required. WHAT?! For a moment I felt like crying, I thought I am taller than 153 cm! Nonono, I showed them I am taller than that. They stared at me and said, err no.. Fine, okay I walked away with Moon Moon, good thing I am not the only one. Thank God we have good friends like Xi Lin and Yuen San, they left the queue and joined us :)

So I realised that I have complaint and grumbled a lot. Haha. I want to thank God for giving us a safe journey to and fro. Thank God that I didn't vomit. And honestly, I enjoyed my time there :D We shouted like mad by the way. And owwww, the snow.. it's cold. Hahaha.. We had fun, didn't we? ;P

This is just a quick post. Sorry, I didn't write much about the trip. And sorry, I'm too lazy to post pics, go to facebook and view lah xD Thanks, people.. without you guys, this trip will not be as FUN! We're a great bunch, aren't we? (Xi Lin, Yuen San, Moon Moon, Vivien, Heng Huei, Kai Xin, Ju Ee, Min Yi, Xin Yi, Chee Yan, Wei-Yen, Elaine, Suke Mune, Hui Min, Dhuha, Kuljeet, Kah Mun, Oorai, Anis, Farah, Nurul Ain, Zaidah and the many many more..)

♥ ALL OF YOU :)

P.S. View Ju Ee's blog, she wrote every single detail (well almost) about the trip xP

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go

Til' you opened the door

And there's so much more

I'd never seen it before

I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings

But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me Crazier Crazier Crazier

I watched from a distance as you

Made life your own

Every sky was your own kind of blue

And I wanted to know how that would feel

And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see

You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier crazier crazier

Ohhhh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for

I don't wanna hide anymore

Oh Ohh

You lift my feet off the ground

You take me away

You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier crazier crazier

Crazier Crazier

Can you feel the heat?

Yo people! Hye.. Erm wait.. I wanted to say something. I remember that it's something important, I think it's urgent.. But what did I wanted to say? Think. Think. Think. *Frowns and strains eyes* ...

Oh ya! That's it! PMR is FINALLY over.. Hahaha.. It's a joke, got it? Did you get it? No, I didn't.
I'm going crazy already. I have this strange feeling that PMR isn't over. Everything is so surreal, like a dream. They told me PMR is over, I stared at them for some time and asked: "Really? You serious or what?" They say yes it's true, I blinked my eyes for a while and hugged them tightly.

Lol. So people.. PMR IS OVER! WAY OVER! Hey PMR, I've got over you! You think you can just dump us like that? You think that we'll cry as if you've broke our hearts? NO! Eventhough you dump us for younger age students like those Form 2s, we don't mind. Fine, dump us. SPM will fall for us.. Just you wait, you'll regret. What the crap :P

YAHOO! No more PMR means liberty. I can do whatever I wanna do. I can have whatever I wanna have. I can have the sun, the moon and the stars. (Not literally lah) We're going to infinity and beyond. There's this current in our hearts, deep down inside we're ready to breakfree. We wanna burst and scream like no one's hearing, we wanna dive into the deep blue ocean like there's plenty of dolphins swimming with us. We want to soar, it's more than flying.. We want to just float like it's zero gravity, we want to reach somewhere further than the sky, the moon perhaps. Can you feel it building like the waves the oceans just can't control?

Anyway, enough of the crappings. After that creepy chinese exam, Heng Huei and I headed shopping. Window-shopping, to be exact :P Went to Starbucks too.. Say cheese :D
See that thingy in the glass? It's a lizard.. lol.
My eyes are practically "bengkak"

Gosh, you guys should take a good look at my eyes. I am seriously lacking of sleep. They say we should have an average 7-8 hours sleep a day right? Hehe, I only sleep for 5-6 hours daily. Sleep sleep sleep, I have to get back my beauty sleep...

PMR is over! Jealous? :P

Yay! Yay! PMR is gone. Last but not least, I want to thank you guys for praying for me. And of course, I wouldn't have done my exams without God. I was freaking nervous at first, I even thought of not going to school on the exam day but then God gave me the peace that I've never felt before. Thanks a lot, You gave me the faith while I did my exam. I commit my results to You. I've tried my best and I know You'll do the rest :D I love You God, You're the best!

"My peace I give unto you
It's a peace that the world cannot give
It's a peace that the world cannot understand
Peace to know
Peace to live
My peace I give unto you"

Another birthday..

Hey people, just typing a really QUICK post!
I'm only allowed to use the computer for 10 minutes. How sad.
So ya, just wanna wish PEARLY CHUA a very happy 15th birthday!

Erm, all the best and God bless.
Sisters forever :)

Sorry, this is so short. No time!

P.S. Ali+Tuna= P+M (our equation :P)

She turns 15 tomorrow.

Dear mygurlheizen,

Blessed advanced birthday. Better wish you first in case I couldn't online tomorrow :P
So ya, on behalf of Taylor, Junsu, Leehom, Leona, Jesse, Channing, Chase, Carrie, Westlife(Shane :P) and of course my husband David, I would like to wish ya Happy 15th Birthday. Hehe.. one year older, anything to say? Never mind, 15 still sounds young. Wakaka!

Thanks a lot for being such a great friend. You have wonderful ears, can't imagine how can you endure my crappings and ramblings everyday. Sorry for annoying you with Miley Cyrus songs *winks to Elena*. Muahaha. What else ah? Oh ya, wanna tell ya that your braces are cool, seriously. And you're cool too because you like, know almost every song. You're like a walking music dictionary. I'll just sing whatever song and you'll guess it. Cool man!

I hope that you'll be happy and joyous always. Stay the same, don't change yourself! Continue to write and compose more :) Don't hit me but I wish that you'll put on some weight. You're super skinny man, be chubby like me lah :P Just kidding anyway. All the best in PMR but I'm sure you'll get straight A's. May our friendship last forever. Love you lots and God bless you.

Yours sincerely, alwaysmichelle.

'Cause if you don't dream big, what's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith, there's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope, to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!

-Dream big, David Cook

Live Life To The Fullest.

Just so you know, this is my hundredth post.
Okayh this is so random :P
DANCE like no one is watching. SING like no one is listening. EAT like you'll never get FAT. LAUGH like there's no tomorrow. LOVE like you'll never get hurt and LIVE LIKE IT'S HEAVEN ON EARTH.

The Ten Commandments: The Musical

I've watched this musical last night. It's a theater musical except the fact that I watched it on tv, well CD.
The story is about The Ten Commandments. Duh! Haha, same from the bible, just that they modified a bit. And my dad said it's not very scriptural. They never really follow according to the bible.
Anyhow, the music is amazing. The songs are great. The cast are altogether wonderful. Oh ya, and did I mention that Adam Lambert is one of them? Haha, I didn't know that he's acting at first. Guess who is he acting as? Joshua. Lol. But gosh, you have to admit, he has a great vocal. Througout the show, you just can't help adoring his singing.
Yup, that's Adam Lambert.

Besides him, there are some other great casts, one of them is Val Kilmer. My dad said he's the Batman guy. He can sing but not as good as Adam. He's acting as Moses. Overall, this show is fantabulous. A show worth watching. You guys should watch it :)

***
Can I fight for my own freedom
with only these two hands?

If You're listenin', let us know
God, if You're listenin', let us know

The last time I freaked out, I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe, you asked what's wrong with me
Xi Lin and Yuen San said, "Oh, she's just being Michelle."

Dream On.

David said Hi to me!
David Archuleta said Hi to me!
David James Archuleta said Hi to me!

Yes he said Hi to me and I just froze when I heard it.
Suddenly my heartbeat stops. Everything just stop. It's like the earth stops orbiting, every creature stop moving. And I am, breathless.
*Silent*
AH!!!! He said Hi to me! Muahahaha.
It's just too good to be true.

Hahaha... I replayed this for like, more than 36 times. Nope, I won't get bored. Who will?
Aww David.... *Faints*

"Hi Michelle!"

These two words meant a lot to me. *Sobsob*

Well, continue to build your castle in the air. It's not a crime.
It satisfies you. Muahahahaha...
I'm positive that I won't be able to sleep tonight.

Dream on..

P.S. Please say those 2 words once more.

We are ONE.

It's been 52 years celebrating independence, owh will you ever get bored?
NO! I WON'T!

To all my friends, I just wanna say that I love all of you.
Let not racism come between us.
Let not prejudice and selfishness be the wall and barrier of our friendship.
In all we do, let it be whole-heartedly, with love and care. One love undivided, that's what we are.
Let us tell each other that nothing can tear us apart. No enemies can divide and complicate us because we are, united as one.

We are one, aren't we?
Together we stand, divided we fall.

Let us be one voice, in love and harmony,
and we pray O God, grant us unity.

"As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one"

-The Lion King, We Are One

Colours don't bind, we are a family.
We are one. We are Malaysians.
:)